Living with Technology: The Friction, Disconnection and Joy of Digital Life

Lead Research Organisation: University of Oxford
Department Name: Oxford Internet Institute

Abstract

Having recently completed my doctoral research into a community of digital detoxers in California, this fellowship will give me the opportunity to maximise the impact of this original and exciting research and reach the widest possible academic and general audience.

For my doctoral research I undertook an ethnography of a digital detoxing community, where I found that digital detoxers do indeed live with technology in day-to-day life, but shift their attitudes and aspirations towards digital devices. At the transformative New Age retreat, they feel a sense of "tribal" community belonging, and are inspired by this to prioritise their happiness and "intentional" way of life back home.

This is a groundbreaking piece of research which challenges much of the existing stalemate between "good" and "bad" visions of digital technology. By publishing two new published papers, I will disseminate key findings that speak to these ongoing academic conversations about digital harm and non-use. In addition, I am excited to publish my ethnography in book form and written for a general audience, telling the story of my time with this community while providing a new perspective on how we can think about the role of digital technology in society today. This fellowship will allow this research to reach its full potential, impacting both academic and non-academic debates.

During the fellowship I will be bringing together digital creatives and researchers in a Digital Joy Network which will celebrate creatives and researchers who celebrate joyful, touching, and connecting digital experiences. This Digital Joy Network will practically consist of a series of interviews or "fireside chats" hosted within immersive online environments. By drawing on my own interviewing skills developed through my ethnography, and on my organising skills developed during my time at the Oxford Internet Institute, I will learn how these exciting digital creatives and researchers are conceptualising our current moment in time, and what important new trends are arising. In addition, this network will generate a community around this topic, fostering a space for new ideas, connections, and opportunities. Running this network alongside my new publications will serve to firmly establish myself as a key voice in this exciting area.

I am both a digital anthropologist and artist working within the topic of digital life; as such I offer a uniquely interdisciplinary approach to this important topic. As an artist, I made sculptures and screen prints which explored the role of technology in our lives; and it was these experiments which generated my doctoral research. With this fellowship, I will return to art as an integral part of my thought process. I will first use ceramic sculpture to explore the physical experience of life with digital devices. By recreating and reimagining discarded pieces of technology, these experiments will play with nostalgia and texture. Exhibiting these pieces both online and in an exhibition will allow for a rich exchange of ideas with audiences outside of my academic network, sparking new ideas, opportunities, and avenues of research.

I have been fortunate to benefit from excellent training courses across the University of Oxford during my doctoral studies, and during this fellowship I will make use of the Social Sciences Division's "Knowledge Exchange and Impact" training. This will help me ensure that I maximize the impact of my original research findings across my papers, book, and artworks, and will give me valuable skills to take forwards into my career. I will undertake further training in TORCH's Researcher Development and Training Programme, particularly their "Public Engagement with Research" pathway, where I am excited to build skills in public dissemination via podcasting, storytelling, and writing for journalistic outlets.

Publications

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Title Ceramic Gameboy 
Description This is a true-to-size original gameboy made from stoneware clay and glaze. 
Type Of Art Artwork 
Year Produced 2022 
Impact This has been seen by my Instagram followers (61) I also shared an in-progress image on Twitter which received 214 impressions. It has been integral in my creative process for moving forwards both intellectually and with materials. 
URL https://www.instagram.com/stories/highlights/17918394046710906/
 
Title Ceramic Keyboard Piece 
Description This is an arrow keypad from a computer keyboard, made in stoneware clay and glaze. 
Type Of Art Artwork 
Year Produced 2021 
Impact It has been seen by my Instagram followers (61) and has been an integral part of my creative progress. 
URL https://www.instagram.com/p/CXWLpHSDXIH/
 
Title Ceramic Playstation Controller 
Description This is a true-to-size playstation controller made from stoneware clay and glaze. 
Type Of Art Artwork 
Year Produced 2022 
Impact This piece has been seen by my Instagram followers (61) and has been an integral part of my creative process both intellectually and with materials. 
URL https://www.instagram.com/stories/highlights/17869050050502135/
 
Title Ceramic VHS tape 
Description This artwork is a true-to-size VHS tape made from stoneware and glaze. 
Type Of Art Artwork 
Year Produced 2021 
Impact This piece has been seen by my Instagram followers (I have 61) and making it has been an integral part of my creative progress, helping me move forwards both conceptually and with materials. 
URL https://www.instagram.com/p/CXUFQpJDVO4/
 
Description The result of this award was that I was able to develop my PhD research into book form. Although I was unable to complete this task within the period, I made great progress in developing the ideas from a strictly academic genre into something more memoir-like. I was able to meet with an editor who scouted me and she read several draft chapters, helping me hone what this book will go on to look like.
This, alongside the informational interviews that I did to understand my future career options, really helped me to better understand how I wanted to position myself and my research.
Exploitation Route I think that it's really important that others enjoy the flexibility that I had to pursue what would be best for me and my career, rather than be bound to expectations that are strictly within academia.
Sectors Creative Economy,Other

URL http://theodorasutton.co.uk
 
Description Created a new personal website 
Form Of Engagement Activity Engagement focused website, blog or social media channel
Part Of Official Scheme? No
Geographic Reach International
Primary Audience Other audiences
Results and Impact I created a new website using Squarespace. It is mostly discovered via my Twitter profile and my Departmental profile. The landing page introduces myself and my ESRC project, briefly describes my PhD research and the kind of things that I work on. There are tabs for the book I am writing for ESRC, my PhD research, interviews and media, published papers, my CV, blog, artwork, and more. The website design is nostalgic and reminiscent of 90s websites, which is a key part of my branding as a researcher: my work focuses on the emotional and sensory elements of internet use, and so I wanted that to be clear. It is also a refreshing aesthetic choice to go with a fun and creative design that is also informative. I include a tab where visitors can "doodle", using a recreation of the program KidPix. It's audience is largely other academic researchers, but the general public, media, and students also visit. One American undergraduate student who contacted me asking for an interview told me that she decided to ask because my website was so welcoming. Making this website has helped me to better identify my own brand and how I set myself apart from other kinds of researchers. On a final note, I learned new skills in building this site since it required basic coding understanding, and this has contributed to my technical knowledge.
Year(s) Of Engagement Activity 2021,2022
URL https://www.theodorasutton.co.uk/
 
Description Published a blog post on "Naive" Video Games 
Form Of Engagement Activity Engagement focused website, blog or social media channel
Part Of Official Scheme? No
Geographic Reach International
Primary Audience Postgraduate students
Results and Impact I wrote a blog post titled "A Horrible Goose and a Charming Frog: Delight and Welcome in "Naive" Video Games" and published it to a new blog that I set up titled "The Digital Romantic." The purpose of this post was to bring together my artistic background with my interest in video games, both as an intellectual exercise and a networking exercise, with both artists and video game creators. I shared the post on Twitter, and the tweet was seen 286 times. I also shared the post on Instagram where two of the artists that I mentioned commented underneath with their approval.
Year(s) Of Engagement Activity 2021
URL https://thedigitalromantic.tumblr.com/post/668119030541991936/a-horrible-goose-and-a-charming-frog-d...
 
Description Published a blog post on True Crime Discord Communities 
Form Of Engagement Activity Engagement focused website, blog or social media channel
Part Of Official Scheme? No
Geographic Reach International
Primary Audience Public/other audiences
Results and Impact I published a blog post "Digital Sleuths: True Crime Communities and The Gabby Petito Case" to my new blog "The Digital Romantic." The purpose of this post was to harness my own passion for true crime and apply my ethnographic lens onto my own hobby. I wrote about the rise and fall of a specific Discord channel that I participated in, and speculated about the way that crime garners "followers" almost like the way that celebrities do.
On Twitter, tweets about this post received nearly 2,000 impressions. I also joined an online community specifically for studies like this, and the piece was added to their own curated zotero library. When TA-ing a class at my department, a student asked me whether I was the person who published this piece.
Year(s) Of Engagement Activity 2021
URL https://thedigitalromantic.tumblr.com/post/668828325886722048/digitalsleuths